♥, Zhenru @undescribablelov-e
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♥ Thursday, April 30, 2009
Forget about everything and move on baby .
Ok , no pictures for today , because im lack of pictures alrd :x
Sms till quite late with boyf ytd , so woke up quite late too , i woke up at 1plus -.-
Had a freaking bad dream that scared me to cried , wth .
Oh , i miss yesterday lahs ! D: So so fun !
Nevermind , i guess we will plan maybe the same thing for Adam's birthday too ! :D
No school today ): , so boring staying at home .
I love schooling lahs , my classmates are so fun ):
Ok , there's 3 person on the same date birthday again , Yuying , Adam , and MrNg(form teacher) . Rawrr , then mine was like .. alone ?
Quarreled with parents yesterday , just because of a phone casing -.-
My phone case crack and i told them maybe i put inside my bag and press it , they said im bluffing a 3years old kid -.-
Then today they no cook my lunch for me , wth lahs .
Anything lurhs , exam's coming on 8thMay alrd , so fast ):
History somemore , my history is so sucky lahs !
I dont even know whatthehell teacher is talking about , i just copied down whatever she wrote on the paper , JustCopiedDown , didnt listen to her at all -.-
Random
I was telling my boyf that my phone is so sexy !~
His reaction was lol , no -.-
D: , so bad !
Quiz from Belinda
1. Real name : Zhenru (:
2. Nickname : Can i dont say ? Too many :/
3. Star sign : sagittarius
4. Male or Female : Female
5. Primary school : Unity Primary School.
6. Secondary school : Dunearn Secondary School.
7. JC/POLY : none.
8. Hair colour : Black & alittle brown .
9. Hair Long or Short : Not long Not short (:
10. Loud or Quiet : Loud !
11. Sweats or Jeans : Both also dont want ;/
12. Phone or Camera : Boths.
13. Health freak : Okok ?
14. Drink or Smoke : Drink.
15. Do you have crush on someone : lols ?
16. Eat or Drink : Both.
17. Piercings : Imma goodgirl (: 2piercings only .
18. Tattoos : Nope -.-
Have You Ever ;
19. Been in an airplane : Yes .
20. Been in a relationship : Yeahs .
21. Been in a car accident : No -.-
22. Been in a first fight : No (:
First ;
23. First Piercing : Ear .
24. First best friend : If im not wrong , Lianling ?
25. First award : Forgotten -.-
26. First Crush : Forgotten :x
27. First Vacation : Nope.
Lasts ;
28. Last perosn you talked to : Leslie Tan (Friend)
29. Last perosn you texted to : Boyf
30. Last person(s) you watched a movie with : Yuying i think ?
31. Last food you eat : Macdonald .
32. Last movie you watch : The Wedding Game.
33. Last song you listen : Sometimes .
34. Last thing you bought : Handphone .
35. Last perosn you hugged : My boyf .
Favourites ;
36. Food : Er , i dont know ?
37. Drink : Many.
38. Clothing : Many types.
39. Book : I dont like books -.-
40. Song : Many.
41. Flowers : Er , i dont like flowers -.-
42. Colour : Babypink , white & Black .
43. Movie : I dont know .
44. Phrase : ShutUp .
45. Subjects : None -.-
Had you ever done before ;
46. Kissed in the snow : No.
47. Celebrated Halloween : No.
48. Have your heart broken : Yes.
49. Went over the minutes on your cell phone : huh ?
50. Someone questioned your sexual orientation : I hate those qns and yet lots of people asking me -.-
51. Came out of the closest : huh ?
52. Gotten pregnant : No -.-
53. Had an abortion : No lurhs , siao -.-
54. Done something you have regretted : Yeahs !
55. Broke a promise : Somehow yeah -.-
56. Hide a secret : Who doesnt have any secrets ?
57. Pretended to be happy : sometimes.
58. Meet someone who have change your life : No ?
59. Pretended to be sick : Yeahs .
60. Left the country : Yup .
61. Tried someting your normally wouldn't try & liked it : Been force to tried .
62. Cried over the silliest thing : I think have ? LOL .
63. Ran a mile : Nope .
64. Went to the beach with your best friend(s) : Yahs.
65. Stay single the whold year : No.
Currently ;
66. Eating : Nope .
67. Drinking : Nope .
68. I'm about ton : No.
69. Listening to : Songs and my typing keyboard sound .
70. Plans for tomorrow : No.
71. Waiting for : Boyf to talk to me in MSN -.-
Your Future ;
72. Want kids : I dont want ;/
73. Want to get married : Yahs .
74. Careers in mind : No .
Which is better than boys ;
75. Lips or eyes : Both :D
76. Shorter or Taller : Shorter.
77. Romantic or Spontaneous : Romantic :x
78. Nice stomach or nice arms : Both ?
79. Sensitive or loud : Er , i dont know .
80. Hook-up or Relationship : Relationship.
81. Trouble-maker or Hesistant : what is Hesistant ?
Have you ever ;
82. Lost glasses/contacts : Yes , i've lost my glasses at CityHall , stupid right ?
83. Ran away from home : Thought before .
84. Hold a gun or knife for self defense : No.
85. Killed somebody : No.
86. Broken someone heart : Yeahs .
87. Been arrested : By who ?
88. Cried when someone died : Yeahs .
Do you believe in ;
89. Yourself : Somehow no .
90. Miracles : Sometimes .
91. Love at first sight : No ?
92. Heaven : I dont know ;/
93. Santa Claus : lols .
94. Sex on the first date : NO WAY !
95. Kiss on the first date : No .
96. Is there one person you want to be with you right now : Yeahs D:
97. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life : Okok lurhs .
This is the 98 & last queston ;
Now tag 10 people to do this :
1. Glendon (Boyf) * I know you wont do it -.- Type your name for fun .
2. Yuanxin (Clique)
3. Gina (Clique)
4. Bokmay (Clique)
5. Wenxin (Dear)
6. Germaine (Junior , friend)
7. Chantel (Friend)
8. Niknoi (Friend)
9. Lynn (Sweetie)
10. Sirui(Friend)
*Dont bother to do it , because my blog cant copy and paste , if you want , open Mozilla and copy then .
TAGG REPLIES
Meiling: Hi Zhenru! Tag tag
Oh , hello (: , thanks .
YuanXin (:: BHB ! haha ! -beautiful hot babe
YuanXin (:: Eeeeeeeeee ! soooo many unglam pictures leh :X im sooo paiseh now !
HAHA ! yeahs , Kristine said one ! You this type will paiseh e eh ? Cant tell siol !
Wenxin: Darling , thanks fr the dedication and sms , luv you lots . (:
Hahas , welcome (:
CHANTEL.: OMG, WHO'S SE W595 IS THAT? LIKE SO DAMN HOT SIA!
Mine ;/
belinda: ie also go there n find bud lyke the whole ting no more lyke tat
vivian: u add miie at msn i m the passer by...
vivian: thn we talk at there how tuh doo
LOL , okok .
★✖iiaoRED★™: Tag baby ! ;D
★✖iiaoRED★™: nxt time meet again i ply with u "Play And Rewind" =P
★✖iiaoRED★™: ILoveYou ! x3
★✖iiaoRED★™: WoAiNix3
★✖iiaoRED★™: Muacks!
Thanks :D , Oh ! Still got Pause&Stop ok ! Loveyou too lurhs ! x3
belinda: hi, do free go to my blog & do the quiz(:
Yeahs , did it (: & Had a HARD time doing it -.-
BokMayyy (:: Woooo , i love my class twoooo !
I love my class threeeee ! :D LOL !
vivian: add miie asap ... tks:D
vivian: vivian_ng_98@hotmail.com
You've added me (:
MAINENG: Wah, rly so fun arhs. ;D
Yeahs ! You ytd at the concourse table do homework i think ? No come see see ! Damn funny lorhs ! HAHA ! Fun like siao lahs !
???: yr ***** so sexy!!!!! wan to sex? at geylang hotel
Go your own (:
♥ Thursday, April 30, 2009
*Sorry yuanxin ;x , took your unglam picture !
Fahim's back view ! He quite wet lahs hor?
Happy 14th Birthday To , Yuanxin , Edison & Fahim !
Older one year liao ok ! Study hard for MYE !
& Edison , stop thinking of dying all these lahs !
Hope you guys had a great time today after school yea !
Ok , school as normal .
But i didnt go for recess for today , me , Kristine , Bokmay and Gina hide in the class , then sneak out to the girls toilet on the second floor to fill up all the water bags for birthday bash to the 3 of them ! :D
Get caught by prefects , but lucky we alrd filled up two bucket plus one big bag of plastic bag alrd :D , prefects came too late lurhs ! xD
Then maths lesson also , lied to teacher that me and Kristine wanna go toilet , then went to toilet to filled up the water bags , so many ! Leslie claimed that im childish to play water bags -.- Whatever , act cute only .
After that went back to class , put at back door , went in the class like nothing happen . * Leslie Tan , i know you kop my pictures ! D:
After school , FUN TIME ! :D:D:D !
But before that went to concourse for the discipline dairy thing , then pulled Yuanxin to outside the classroom , war starts ok ! Edison run away D:
But bokmay managed to bomb him one time ! :D * Good good !
The most poor thing is Yuanxin lahs ! Whole body wet , even the hair too , because Haikal and Adam took the bucket and went to boys toilet , filled up half of the bucket and then pour on Yuanxin , whole body wet like hell ! So fun !
I kena bomb by Haikal and Adam too -.- Twice only , because today's aim is Yuanxin , Fahim and Edison . :D
Fahim also quite wet , but not as wet as Yuanxin , Edison , dont need to say , kena bomb once only . ): , not fun !
We were shouting like hell ! Playing outside the classroom , the whole corridoor , from the start to the end , the floor all wet !
Then got people shouted DM came ? Then all run like siao sia , keep hiding , me , yuanxin and Kristine even went inside the boys toilet to hide , *got alot of boys inside changing lorhs ! So paiseh can ! They keep on shouting at we 3 girls -.-
After that saw others , asked them who get caught , nobody get caught , then went back to outside classroom , played again ! :D
After that , played finished , clear up all the plastic bags , went to change clothes .
Yuanxin so damn wet !
Actually we wanted to throw flour and wheap cream too , but they said flour with water too sticky , the birthday girl and boy(s) dont want to play with flour , so nvm , then cannot find wheap cream ,but , water bags is enough for us :D
Is still so fun !
I Love My Class lahs !
Bused to lot1 , buy smth to eat , then bused back home with Kristine , chatted about the birthday bash , so funny !
And me and Kristine said that , we love our class , because they very united ?
Want scold teacher all scold together ? Want play together !
2Pearl , You Rocks (:
Labels: Edison and Fahim :D, Happy Birthday To Yuanxin
♥ Wednesday, April 29, 2009
I Don't Know .
Normal school for today , i dont have tie as i lent it to my senior yesterday *so kind :D
So borrowed tie from one of the upper sec student , then after assembly went to his class and return back to him . Raining this morning , and makes me so sleepy at science lesson .
Then after recess had PW , but teacher didnt come , so had two free period , went around taking photos , then discuss about the birthday bash tomorrow for Edison , Yuanxin and Fahim , 3 person same birthday tomorrow ;/ . But when we told Fahim that we got some surprise for him tomorrow , and he said he dont wanna come to go school alrd -.- and Edison said he also dont want come , wth lahs ! Not fun alrd D:
But hope they tomorrow come to school , 3 person ! More fun ok !
After that had chinese lesson , then release from school , went to concourse because we had discipline dairy , then went to lot1 had lunch , KFC :D with Kristine , Bokmay , Jane , Gina and Karyee .
Told Kristine alot of things , and tell her why i so moody today -.-
I cant believe that i so quite today ;/
Then after KFC went to Action City , Gift A Name , Mini Toons , go in for nothing -.-
Gina said wanna tell Kristine smth , so jane pulled me away and told me everybody know and im the only one who dont know anything . And im quite angry so stomp off and went home alone , but Kristine catch up with me , and bused home with me .
We chat alot of things about our class chairman , and i laughed till my stomach pain .
Reached home , didnt manage to msg boyf today , sigh ! ):
TAGG REPLIES
Hen hao (:
Yeahs , relinked alrd (:
belinda: iee put at the layout ting there lo
belinda: iee put at the layout ting there lo
Cannot put at there one , you go to your template , change to classic e template then can put .
YuanXin (:: haa !
YuanXin (:: ILY
YuanXin (:: TweetyBird
LOL ! loveyou too (:
♥ Tuesday, April 28, 2009
You're always gonna be my love .
Weee ! Back to post !
Had home econ lesson today , Bokmay no apron , went around the school to borrow a apron , but all dont have -.- so nvm , went back to the home econ room , then that teacher told us that there got apron , wth ?! Nvm , cook spaghetti , damn nice ok ! Me , bokmay , yuanxin , syahzriyah one group :D So nice lahs . 5mins we eat finish alrd . Then made agar-agar , not really nice ;x because not even done yet . So i didnt eat much . Then recess , blah blah blah ..
Then at class keep spaming Kristine's phone , click to enlarge the picture above to see how msg we've got :D , me and gina said that we wanna make 5201314 in the phone , so Kristine's phone had 520msgs , mine had 13 , bokmay's had 14 , and the phone that has a heart picture is gina's , 4 phones , two by two same :D
Last time i was kena spam for like 279msgs , and Kristine broke my record , 520 new messages ! So fun lahs !
Then after school had History make-up lesson , so stayed back at school till 3.40pm , then bused to cck , went over to boyf's house and ps Kristine again ):
Then around 5plus went home .
And now posting ! :D
Btw , HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENXIN DEAR ! x3
Study hard ok ! :D
♥ Monday, April 27, 2009
Im Afraid ....
Normal school for today , and i was so damn angry this morning , my shirt kena bird shyt ok ! Wth ! Keep using my bag to cover my uniform , then the DM asked our class to stay back , get discipline dairy -.- @$%^$%$^ ! p.s. , discipline dairy is for those classes that doesnt behaved well during lesson and gets complain from teacher .
Then still need to stay back at hall awhile , means have to cover more longer ! Lucky today have PE , first period . Then went to toilet faster change to PE ;x
Then at Lit lesson , fahim and xxxx fight siol ! Sorry fahim ;x
After school went to coffee shop had lunch with Clique , then went to lot1 , meet jiapei , accompany her for piercing then go library with Kristine to study , but end up we laughing and joking around at there , awhile later boyf came and meet me . Keep laughing non stop -.-
And sorry Kristine , for ps-ing you behind ;x *Hush hush (:
And today busying sending things from friend's phone to my phone :D
After that went home , and my brother and sister ate finish the pizza and never save some for me -.- wth ?!
And i realised that my post is getting shorter and shorter ;/
p.s. , You've changed .
TAGG REPLIES
passer by: nicee blog
passer by: ie was also the 1who introduced to u belinda...
passer by: DD
LOL , thanks (: Oh ? Er , thankyou then ?
我是JaNe: for no nameS de taggerS*
JaNe: eh..老变态y ur blog so popular for no nameS de arhx?
JaNe: not again?!another one..haiz
My blog popular mahs , they like my blog what :D
DeLs0N: tagged (: mus tag back hor , lol ..
Tagged back alrd (:
belinda: thn y they sae html tag not allowed?
Huh ? You put at where one ?
Des★♥✖♪: tagg
Thanks .
♥ Saturday, April 25, 2009
Drifting Apart .
Hello ! Back to post , but this will be a short post , as im going out ;/
Im going bugis to help out , im willing to go myself one ok ! Sucha goodgirl :D
Aiyahs , actually i go just wanna ask my father to buy phone for me , but my phone is really getting my nerves ! I cant press the "clear" button , and is damn difficult for me to send msg !
Aiyahs , forget it .
I will edit this post again when im back (:
[Edited]
All your messages gone , *heart pain .
Back from Bugis :D , and yea , changed phone , finally !
But all my msg gone ):
All the msg from my boyf , gone !
Baby , your msg , 4000plus , the msg from the day we know each other till now , all gone -.-
Sounds lame lahs , but i like to keep all your msg sia ! Now all bo liao ! LOL !
Whatever , planned to order pizza just now , but cant call through , so forget it .
I still heavent finish sending my songs yet and my Dad asked me to go home D: , still got like 40plus songs heavent send finish . He asked me lend phone from my friend and send , then now i confused which song is sent and which song didnt .
Rawrr , wth lahs ! Deleting those msg from boyf , i abit bu she de -.-
Whatever , and my blog got abit problem , start singing from half way and stop half then change to another song .
Now two things irritates me , one is the songs in my phone are all mixed up , another one is my blog song . @#$%^&*(%$#@ ! lols .
p.s. , i gonna ask my boyf send me lots of msg again !
TAGG REPLIES
belinda: may i ask u how u do the canceling thing?
belinda: the line that goes across the 2?
belinda: at the cravings there
belinda: thks
belinda: cn tell me????
belinda: do u noe how to do?
LOL , i dont know how to say here lehs x.x , i type out the you cant see . Ah , you type like this <.s.> then the word you type <./.s.> ( delete away those fullstops)
belinda: o.o" try lo:)))) haha
belinda: you're link. if next time saw me at lot1 call me(:
HAhas , okok (:
NIKNOI: add me niknoi_s@HOTMAIL.COM
NIKNOI: tot u dun rmb ltr i cry neh ! hahs! MUST LAST LONG LONG HOR ! (:
HAHAH ! Okok , will last long long :D , added .
Lynn: & iam in the irreplaceable one okay ! hahah ! (: superb loveyou.
Lynn: darling , tag me leh. ahaha !
Tagged :D
♥ Saturday, April 25, 2009
Our love are as sweet as chocolates ! (:
Had tuition today , boring .
Text boyf and told him that i wanted to meet him , but due to tuition , i cant ):
And we didnt talk much today , only text him like less than half an hour this morning , and we stop chatting or texting each other till now , and now is 8pm alrd . Imagine from this morning 7plus , text only less than half an hour , till now .
Sigh , and he's playing his game now .
I from 2plus online till now , we didnt even say ONE WORD .
Ohhh ! Boring lahs !
And my phone is spoilt ):
Some button cant pressed , i wanna change phone !
I told my Dad about that , and his ans is , see my results first -.-
Whatever , i must get him buy for me before i get my results .
I cried the whole night ytd , due to something .
E , make a wish for your birthday , hopes he get well soon .
Dont be sad anymore , its really hurts me ):
Will be a short post for today , because its a saturday .
p.s. , my boyf is playing his game and leave me out here ._.
♥ Friday, April 24, 2009
As long as we're together , im fine with everything .
Had chinese exam today , everything was fine till paper2 , those multiple choice qns is so difficult ;/ but i manage to do finish . Both paper 1 and 2 , i get to slept for 1hour plus . So shiok :D lols ;/
After school , same thing , Kristine , Gina , Bokmay and Jane went to jurong study , so me and karyee went to lot1 , karyee met her Darren while i went over to boyf's house .
Around 5plus , went to lot1 with boyf to meet yuying , so long didnt meet her ! :D
Then went to buy smth to eat , as im hungry -.- , awhile later boyf went to BP .
Then me and yuying went to Yewtee CC to meet Sherlly , saw lots of Dunearn people playing basketball . Then saw Darren too , around 6plus went home with Yuying and Sherlly . On the bus was chatting away with the both of them so loud , and im scolding vulgar somemore -.- .
Text boyf , and he didnt reply x.x , im boring ok !
Blog hopped , hop to E's blog , saw his post , and my tears just flow down my cheeks , E , cheer up alright , he will be fine . Since god let him have one more chance to live , im sure he will cherish it . Dont be sad anymore , my heart hurts when im seeing you like that in school just now . Cheer up alright (: Everyone is care for you , they dotn wish to see you in this kind of state too . Trust me , he will be alright .
TAGG REPLIES
ZhenRu: Hello ! Still remember me ? Hahaha , tag ! [;
You didnt wrote your name and you expect me to remember you ._.
belinda: hiiiiii
belinda: ie changed myye hotmail add alr luhsss
belinda: ;D
Then whats your hotmail now ?
X--RETARDED--X siruii: arh arh arh !! zhenru darlingg !! i am so happy to heard that uu and him okayy liao lehhs!! =DD good
Haha ! Thanks lurhs , and not your fault anyway (:
★✖iiaoRED★™: Wat Anyhow!?
Anyhow means anyhow lorhs , baby kena rape ! ;D
♥ Thursday, April 23, 2009
I wrote the wrong thing in english exam ):
Me and boyf ok already :D
Had english exam today , and i wrote the wrong thing ! D:
Its a situational writing , and then i go write a letter writing , but actually i wrote both , i wrote one situational and one letter writing , in case , then when the time is up , i tie the situational paper together with the qns paper , but i saw alot people wrote letter writing , so i asked teacher for another string , took out the situational paper and tied the letter writing with it . Wahs ! I actually wrote the correct thing lehs ! Just because i saw people wrote letter writing and i took out the situational writing paper and change it letter writing ! Wtf ! D:
Sigh , i can get high marks actually , due to this , forget about passing my english ):
Whatever liao lurhs , then after that had english paper2 , do finish and slept , actually i slept on both paper 1 and 2 , im tired D:
Went to go this morning , while waiting for bus to come , i had a damn bad stomachache , pain till i cannot stand and take it anymore , but i still have to bear with it , cause if i squat , people will think i siao -.-
So bear with it and board the bus , straight away find a seat to sit , was damn tired that i actually sleep on the bus , ok i hardly sleep on bus one ok . This year first time sleep on bus -.-
Then finally feel better , but in school , after reccess , my stomach starting to pain again , quickly sit down , and rest awhile while waiting for teacher to come . Then feel better , had paper2 , do finish and i slept for like 40mins ?
I sleep until very shiok uh -.- because the class very quiet , nobody come disturb when im sleeping , i always get disturb when im sleep in class . LOL !
Then release around 12plus , Kristine , Gina and Bokmay went to jurong to study , me , Karyee and yuanxin went to lot1 . Yuanxin , Karyee and Darren went to have lunch at food junction . About 1.30 went over to boyf's school and meet him , went to his friend's house , the mother so freaking fierce and unfriendly -.-
So went home about 6 , reach home like 6.30 .
Tomorrow had mother tongue paper , and then stop for like 2weeks and continue with others subject .
People , jiayou for tomorrow ok ! :D
TAGG REPLIES
★✖iiaoRED★™: Raining so WET~
Eh eh eh ! Hello ! Dont anyhow arhs ! You also ok !
nicholas: hello
HAHAH ! Kena force by me to tag ;D
belinda: okie tks:)
Welcome (:
NIKNOI: Still rmb me? that time saw you de with superboy
Of course i remember ;D Yeahs , i know (:
passer by: nice blog and blog song
Thanks ;D
Meiling: Hi, zhenru! Tagged. Muacks
Hello (: Thanks .
♥ Wednesday, April 22, 2009
I didnt know that im so daring ! :D
Weee ! I actually text Her and told her that i dont like her and abit buaysong her lehs ! Im so daring ok ! Ok , i know its common , but you know , she's not the person like normal friends , she's in my clique too . People say since its a clique , should be all best friends tgt , but i dont like her x.x , its ok ! I've told her alrd :D
And hope i wont pick on her again -.-
Whatever , sigh .
Had PW today , teacher didnt come :D !
Whole class damn high ! Ok , then go around haolian my blog , eh eh , mind you arhs , my blog very nice one ok ! Ok , then go around haolian , then people keep deesiao me with my blog about what i post -.-
Suppose to have history make up lesson today , but due to dont know what , is cancel , so went to meet boyf after the reader's theatre programme instead .
Went home arnd 6plus .
What the fucking hell is going on now ?!
Having mood swing while going home ;/
I dont know why ? And my boyf is trying to cheer me up .
He said he want the hyper me , and now guess what ?!
We having a tiff again , wth .
You said you want me to be hyper , and i told you if i hyper dont blame me for saying wrong things , if i did dont angry , and you promise me ok .
Then now ?! Angry again , what the fuck is this ?
My fault again , i know you will say you didnt say is my fault . I think is can ?! Its my business anyway mahs .
Yeahs lahs , my fault , and this time i wont say sorry , you're the one who ask me to be hyper , and i dont expect myself to say sorry .
Since the outcome is like that , i wont say sorry , everytime we having tiff , im the one who always say sorry FIRST , i wont talk to you for the time being , until you talk to me . If still dont , i guess we have no choice but to break . I cant say no to it , see whose decision is this , if is you , i have to say ok .
I seriously dont care anymore , i dont want to be the one who always say sorry first , why it cant be you ? I was just playing only right ? And you know me , im playful , you know it . Tomorrow is my exam , and now this fucking matter is affecting me .
How am i gonna take my exam tomorrow ? Lets see if there's any miracle tonight , if nothing gonna change , i guess we will have a cold war ? I dont wanna things to be turn out like this . Ok , next time i dont hyper infront of you anymore , i emo all the way can ?! Happy alrd ?! Not happy still ? Then i dont care alrd .
I know i sounds that im pushing all the blames on you , i admit im in fault too , but you're the one promise me ok . I guess maybe we doesnt meant to be together .
Forget it ..
♥ Tuesday, April 21, 2009
I dont wanna pimples lahhhhhhhhhhh !~
Fuck hell , i've been laughing by jane because of a pimple D:
Stupid Changi Airport ! D:
Ok , whatever .
First lesson of Sexual Reproduction ! ;D
Whole class of boys was so high can !
And i didnt know there's "Glendon" in the testis -.-
Actually should be Glands , is because my classmates make fun of me , whenever teacher said Gland , they will add a "don" behind -.- ?!
Im so so tired today , gonna fall asleep on Geography lesson today .
No pictures today because laptop is with my father ):
He went oversea and bringing the laptop with him too , so boring , all my picture inside lehh ! D:
After school went to eat mac for lunch with Kristine , chatted lots of funny and disgusting "things" . Lol -.-
Was actually plan to meet boyf today ;/
But due to his napfa end so late , so didnt , i went home with kristine instead .
Chairman suddenly called kristine , and he asked her to pass the phone to me , he started to sing " old macdonald had a farm , yeeyaayeeyaa ooo - oink oink here ......"
My nickname -.- , he said i go find that song and download it in my phone , everyday listen it . LOL lahs ! And the way he sing very funny -.-
And we chat lots of things in bus , cant really remember what is it about .
Reached home , bathe and i straight away sleep -.- Im so tired !
Then suddenly 4msg came in the same time -.-
Different people somemore , i suspect whether those people cahoots one -.-
Then reply same thing to all , "im sleeping , msg you later" LOL !
Then after i send finish , a phone call from boyf -.-
And when i saw his name , im so energetic ! :D
Weee ! ;D LOL !
And now im so moody , i dont know why -.-
So sudden , just now was super duper ultra high , and now is super duper ultra moody . Sigh ..
TAGG REPLIES
Wenxinn-: Darling , hope to see you soon man . (x
AHA , if can see you on bus :D
X--RETARDED--X siruii: yohs !! hahas.. tagged and loved!! last long with glendon!! hahas.. last longg!!!
Yo ! :D , hahas , okok , thanks :D
BokkMay!: i look weird in the photos :X tagg-ed !
Same ;/
germaine.n: Edi looks weird. HAHA! & why dont people show their teeth when they smile?
germaine.n: & woahh, nice maths test paper.
LOL ! Because different people different face , some people smile when take photo very nice , some dont smile take phone very nice (: AHAH ! yeahs :D
Carmen says: Zhenru, zhenru, zhenru! (:
Yo ! Yes ? :D
Ivan: hello (: last long !
Thanks , yeee , i ask you tag then you tag e . Not like me , auto ok !
★✖iiaoRED★™: Eh! Hello! ...
xD , Yes ?
♥ Monday, April 20, 2009
Found this picture on Vanessa's blog ;D
I miss you ..
Had school as normal today , Kristine didnt went for school again as she had sore eyes . Hais , boring without her .
Was damn mad in maths lesson , everybody was scolding the maths teacher , lots of vulgars came out from thier mouth , especially yuanxin and those malay boys . Sort of funny when they scolded her , one of my classmates just accidentally fell down from the chair , and she wrote down the name wanna pass it to DM -.- , next time she fall down i cfm laugh . She sucks , and yuanxin was damn angry with her , scold her lots of vulgar , and maths teacher said she very rude , but still , she continue scolding her , malay boys too . One of the malay boy quarreled with her , scold her fuck and lots of words . Yuanxin scold until even the teacher heard her , p/s she sits behind , far behind , the maths teacher hear it , start to nag and nag -.- , then test paper was given out , yuanxin took it and straight away crush it , and wrote smth on the paper for the maths teacher as the maths teacher said the test paper need to hand up (click to enlarge the picture above to see what yuanxin wrote) Camwhore at maths lesson , alot . I know i look weird in those photos , because im sweating all the way , i was running and shouting -.- Then after Lit lesson at AVM room , saw maths teacher at the staircase , and the conversation is
Her "zhenru , why did you shout and talk in class when im teaching in class"
Me "got mehs , you scolding other people mahs , then i talk lahs , also not scolding me"
Her "I also got scold you you know"
Me " got mehs , i dont know lehs"
Her "you better behavve yourself in class orelse i call your parents"
Me " Call lorhs , like you never call before , only know how to call parents threaten us" (walk away)
LOL lahs ! Bokmay also kena -.-
After school went over to boyf's house , then 6 go home . And im feeling tired now ..
Imisshim .
Im seriously sick of everything ...
Im getting more and more tired these adays , i dont know why either .
Just think that things around me are not getting right , or put it easy , not the things i want .
Exam is around the corner , and i still cant recall every single thing of what teacher teach . Is either i didnt listen in class , or i sleep and fool around with my friends .
And some people who called suddenly "pop" out from nowhere text me , ask me out , and ask things about my school's life or things about me and boyf . All i ans them is , "im fine with school , and me and boyf are getting well."
Same ans almost every week , or even worst , everyday .
And some weirdos are adding me in msn , asked me some stupid qns like did i do this and that with my boyf before , how many ex(s) do i have , do i fuck any of my boyf before and whatever so , seriously , i hate those qns .
And tell you what , i DIDNT fuck any of my boyf before , im still a virgin . Dont believe it thats your problem .
Homework are getting more and more , i cant cope it , and yet , i still have the time to play , and meet boyf . I told myself that i must work hard for MYE , but i didnt , i end up playing and meeting boyf instead .
What more can i do now ? Nothing , totally nothing .
And i dont know what should i do , but i guess im alrd very lucky (: , though i have such kind of parents . I had lots of caring , funny , mad and crazy friends around me , i have a boyf who dote on me so much . I have a parents that finally let go of my freedom , they didnt call me for like 4-5miss calls in 5mins when im still not homed after school . They just called once , and i will call back and told them where am i .
I hate school , i dont feel like going to school anymore , lots of homework infront of my eyes . How i wish i can sleep on my bed as long as i wish .
Im tired , seriously tired . &' im sick of everything ..
TAGG REPLIES
Yuanxin !: Ongong ! (: Tagged please view my post
Yeahs , viewd (:
★✖iiaoRED★™: Wah....! So Wet sia!...
★✖iiaoRED★™: Baby u noe wat am i toking rite?
★✖iiaoRED★™: xD
AHA ! So obvious , of course i know lurhs , not like somebody , i said myy reg no. 12 still dont understand . Sigh ... tsk tsk .
♥ Saturday, April 18, 2009
What will happen to me without you ?
Booo !~
Back to post :D
Yesterday helped baby and husband post , *GK ok !
Ok , yesterday about 11plus i was damn hungry till i get gastric , and i get up to look for food . The more i eat my gastric are getting more pain .
Then my parents scold me for not eating ?! Wth , i got eat lehs , then they saying more and more far , like i every morning didnt eat , then recess didnt eat , when grow up everyday must go hospital check up blah blah blah .
I straight away say , i morning eat i will vomit , then will go to toilet at school , somemore girls toilet at the second floor , need to walk a long way and climb up the stairs , imagine a person who gonna vomit out and dont have the energy to wait anymore . And they replied me say , im a grown up girl , a little strenght also dont have ? Fuck lahs , i tell them , since im a grown up then why everything i do must ask for your permission ? And im not a adult , i dont have the same strenght or energy as both of you . AHA ! They had nothing to say :D * I win ;D LOL !
And im so angry that i threw the food at my maid and rush back to my room and start thinking why do i have such a stupid and unreasonable parents .
Saw baby's msg , replied but he alrd slept . No choice , so stay up till quite late myself then sleep at about 3plus . Woke up at 1plus today . And now im hungry -.-
Actually not i dont want to eat the food that my maid or grandmother cooked , is they cook not nice -.- LOL ! None of the food they cook is what i want to eat .
Exam is on this coming Thursday D: , and i heavent study anything yet !
Maybe after afew post there's no photo anymore , maybe .
Because im lazy to take photo -.-
Or maybe i will post those photo that regarding about my classmates or friends , i dont know .
I wonder what my boyf doing right now -.- Im so so bored !
And my brother is so irritating !
He claims that my blog not nice or whatever , and said that my blog so pinkish , not for him to see . I never ask him to see -.- he ownself so kpo come disturb me . LOL !
Anyway , i sounds/look idiotic chatting over there at my tagboard -.- And now iim confused who is who alrd . LOL ! Anyway , i will still copy and paste the tags , but wont reply to those i had alrd replied (:
TAGG REPLIES
YUXUAN !: YO ! Tagged ! Link me yeah . (:
Linked alrd (:
JaNe:: ie nt jealous is i noe ur name so lame tats y ie use...
我是JaNe: ya la use UR OWN REAL NAME if u tink my name its lame...
LOL , jane ah jane , relax ok ;D
unknown..: forget it...
unknown..: ie jus tink tats its bored...
unknown..: r u still there?
unknown..: sae sorie 4 wad?
belinda: the unknown girl
belinda: LOL:D
belinda: i m afraid nt ... cause ie m very scrective...
belinda: where cn ie download songs?
belinda: so cn i ask u stg?
belinda: mye msn nw canot go in
belinda: btw wad sch r u in?
belinda: jus nw cannot send tats y...
Yuanxin !: Zhenru ; i got one very lame qus to ask you ..... you do miss me ? HAAAAAAHAAAAA so random
Yeah yeah , miss you alot :D
passer-by: hii
Hello (:
♥ Saturday, April 18, 2009
Ok , yesterday didnt post because i was lazy/parents at home , later they nag at me . Whatever reason you think it is .
So asked baby to help me post . Wasnt feeling well when i woke up this morning , my throat was freaking pain , and i had "break" my voice -.- , mature alrd yea ? ;D
Was actually meeting baby today , but due to my voice and my sickness , i dont feel like going , later i pass my virus to him ? HAHA ! Im such a caring girlf right ?! :D
Ok , lets say about ytd , i was damn pissed off during Geography lesson , because of one bastard in my class . My friend , a guy if you want to know , because i dont feel like typing out his name . Ok , we get back our Geography test paper , and that guy asked me how much did i get , i told him my marks , and i asked him back that how much did he get , he lied to me and said 9marks , but i dont believe , as he always told me the fake marks he got whenever the test paper was release . Then i snatch his paper and see the marks , he gets the same marks as me , then i said , "liar" and i used my paper to smack him , not face . Then that bastard which sitting behind my friend shouted to me , "ehs , stop whacking people can anot " Wth ?! And i shouted back of course , i shouted "I also not whacking you ? You so kpo for what ?Extra ." Then he looked at me in a furious look , then his face is like want to beat me up . Then after a few seconds , he shouted again "Then dont need whack people want right" He obviously is asking the same qns , i shouted "also not your problem , dont extra" Finally he stand up , but his friends stop him , they said guy shouldnt beat a girl , and starting to make a fool of me to cool me down . HAH ! Thanks yea (: , so they said smth that makes me cool down like , "later Glendon come find us ah , he come we scared you know " and blah blah blah . Because they know whenever they said Glendon i will laugh -.- i dont know why . Ok , then i cant really remember what they said . But then i still abit pissed off , keep on complaining to my classmates who are that bastard friends too . I said smth like , he very smelly lehs , so bad temper one , he like shyt sia , only know how to fight and talk big . Complain almost everything about him . So , okay .
Then after school , had History qams , had to stayed back , yuanxin accompany me ! xD , THANKS OK ! :D , then she waited for me to finish my qams , lucky i did the test quite fast ? Because i dont want to let her wait so long , then finished it , teacher checked and told me my ans no link -.- Then change abit and passed up , finally she say ok . Then find yuanxin , walk to bus stop and wait for bus (:
Saw rebecca , told her about the matters that i scolded someone in my previous-previous post (: From my BB talk to CCK , still heavent finish -.-
Because that person has really so much bad points i guess ? Cant finish it in half an hour .
Whatever .
Had tuition just now , and was keep coughing -.-
Texted baby after my tuition (:
And now im done posting :D
TAGG REPLIES
TAGG REPLIES
★✖iiaoRED★™: Baby , Today uh ^^ xD
AHA ! ^^
YUXUAN !: Hello ! Tagged !
YUXUAN !: Remove th picture . So damn ugly ! x.x !
Hello (: Dont want ! Not ugly lahs , very cute :D
GMAINE: TAG!
Thanks (:
Des★♥✖♪: boohoo! tag
Thanks (:
JaNe:: ur name nice? lyke ****...
Her name not nice then what for use her name ?
我是JaNe: LOL den u still use my name for wad?
我是JaNe: aiya i noe u jealous la
LOL , jane ah ! Relax lurhs , your name too nice , thats why :D
Yuanxin !: Hello OinkOink ! Tag ! (: read my blog k ! (: i bet you'll be so hyper man !
AHA ! Read alrd (: , cant really be so hyper , cause im not feeling well x.x , and i wont hyper when seeing it , im very furious -.- , feel like shooting everything about her at her face .
BokkMay!: Woo! Tagg-ed , eh... the hole thingy hor... haha . tmr then tell you :X buahhahahaahahha .
LOL ! What hole ? The science teacher tells us about the hole or what ? LOLOL !
Carmen says: Hellooooo
Hello ;D
♥ Friday, April 17, 2009
XiiaoRED Here ;D
Helping Baby post ;D
She cnt on com today...
Coz her mother at home i guess?
OMGGGG , She's Sick D:
Hais..
Takecare baby <3
I oso nothing to post liao...
LOL.
Maybe Meeting baby tml ;D
Hehe.. Byes!
♥ Thursday, April 16, 2009
Yes , We get Silver :D
WeeeeeHeeee ! We get SILVER for SYF ! :D
Karyee called me up and told me this , and im so hyper until baby look at me in a stupid face -.-
We trained so hard , at last , we get Silver (:
Thanks to the seniors and coach ok ! :D
Ok , School as normal for today .
My throat not feeling quite well ;/
Then had to finish everything for art by today , lazy and dont know how to do , asked Bokmay and Yuanxin helped me draw , Yuanxin did the most :x
Thanks to the both of you lurhs ! :D
After school , actually want to followed Kristine and others to have lunch , and went back to school to do art . But i had to meet baby :x , so went to baby's house .
Then went back at 6plus , i have lots of tuition homework didnt do yet , and my school's work is left with art only :D:D !
Next week's exam ): Hais ..
Having science test today , didnt know how to do , so asked Bokmay and Gina for ans secretly , had a hard time asking them -.- Cannot hear what they say , then Bokmay pass me the notes she copied and let me copy , that teacher keep standing behind , and im sitting behind , she's just beside me only ? And didnt do lots of the qns -.-
I sunddenly feel like eating ice-cream and chocolate ? :x
Nowadays , those people who tag using other people's name , is so lame .
TAGG REPLIES
JaNe: chinese?!siao my chinese so easy...but okays^^
JaNe: n hor relax la u more fierce den me hor!^^
我是JaNe: wa lao who is this sia this yarhss lo not i type de!!
我是JaNe: wa lao eh.stop it la!
我是JaNe: i noe my name vry nice but u not nid keep coping my name rite?
我是JaNe: ur parents gave u a name u don wan use keep using my name
我是JaNe: wadever who r euu pls stop using my name!
LOL , Jane , relax lurhs :D
★✖iiaoRED★™: okay ;D tml las ;D
HAHA ! Baby ! Aisehhhh !
germaine.n: O______O wah, long composition...
HAHA ! Thankyou Thankyou ! Teacher give me full marks siaaaa ! :D
Meiling: Hi Zhen Ru! Link me please
Linked (:
♥ Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Stop acting innocent can ?! Its just so disgusting ..
School per normal for today (:
Kristine didnt went to school today , so boring .
And me , Yuanxin , Bokmay and Gina , almost whole day was talking about one person , and the more we say , the more we get excited and crazy .
Science teacher teaches us about digestion today , and my class was talking more and more further from the topic , and it gets to sexual topic -.-
Teacher told us what girlsgot how many hole all these , all the guys get so fucking high -.- , sickooo !
Then after school went to had lunch with them , after that went for the readers theatre , if i knew it earlier , i shouldnt go for that stupid theatre .
I told the teacher that i need to go earlier , and all she say is only , class ends at 4 , class ends at 4 . Whatthehell is this ?! Then no choice , stay till about 3.30 , she released us . Then went over to baby's house , ok , we both were mad -.-
Playing and hitting each other non stop . -.- !
I was sweating all the way -.- omg ?!
Then about 6plus went home , bathe and posting now :D
Tomorrow having science test , i heavent even start revising yet -.- , and exam's coming D:
Hey , stop acting cute lahs can ?!
So disgusting , and i dont care what you think about me lurhs .
But dont anyhow say can anot ?! Im not that bad as you think .
That was last time , now i changed back alrd right ?!
Damn you lahs , so what if i show off my picture ?!
You jealous ? I know why , is because you too ugly , you scared when you show people then people will puke right ?! Or even laughed at you .
AHA ! I dont mind being SO FUCKING BHB this once , let me tell you , at least im better than you . Thats why i dare to show it to people whenever i think is nice .
And if you know me REALLY well , im a very bhb girl .
And stop giving them attitude can ?! , everytime only know how use vulgar and scold people .
And people is only like accidentally pushed you or step on your shoe , what did you do ?!
Shout cb and fuck ?! People also not purposely right ? Like as if people want step your shoe like that . And please , stop acting cute and innocent infront of your boyf lahs .
You say i hong uh ? Then you lehs ? At least im not as hong as last time now , now alot of people saying that you damn hong , more hong than me now ok . Got boyf alrd still want hong so much , i admit i also hong alot last time , but now i've got boyf and i dont need to hong anymore ?
If i want , i would just go and hong my own boy .
Oh , what did you tell him ? I hong ALL the boys ?! You sure is ALL ?!
AHA ! What a joke ! Did i hong your boyf anot ?! No right ?! And even you let me hong i also dont want hong him lahs . And dont keep act cute infront of us , is very disgusting can !
The way you walk , dance , run , talk , everything of you ! Is so disgusting , people told me the way you dance like dont know what , so funny and ugly .
The way you run like spreading peanut butter on the bread , the way you stand like ahlian .
Oh , i remember smth , stop stepping a lian can ? Everytime scold vulgar so much , people pushed you abit only then scold that person for like 1min , mind you , scolding people for 1min when that person is only accidentally pushed you is very long ! Then keep scolding bad words , when smth really happens , e.g. like got people want find you for taiji , you scared until almost cry out , and keep thinking how to tell your mother about this matter , keep asking what will happen when your mother know this or that .
Scared of being scolded then say lahs , dont need to step lian infront of us .
Ok , i admit last year we get caught by the DM , i was scared , but now , if i never did anything wrong , i wont scared to tell my mother . If you are not guilty , what for keep thinking what reasons to tell your mother ?
Dont step a lian when you're scared of kena taiji ok .
And you know what ? Thee way you dressed out is very disgusting ! Looks like small kid wearing out or even going to geylang those kind of shirt . Going out with you very paiseh , and your make up is so thick ! Put so much foundation , want to cover your pimples only , ok , this i understand , course you got damn lots of pimples , but your eye shadow , so damn disgusting .
Put so much , pink colour somemore , and so thick . Xiasuay , and please , they are being a kind soul to asked you out . Dont need to scold vulgar at them ? Cannot go then say lahs , dont need to step lian one .
Ok , i know i complain too much -.- , because baby dont let me complain to him , no choice had to complain out here . AHA ! See your bad points ? So fucking long !
TAGG REPLIES
JaNe: oi i where got fierce sia i noe euu don dare rite?XD
LOL , we are different ok -.- I know i cant pass all , hmm , how about like this , lets compare chinese ok ? :D
Wenxinn-: Nice makeup eh . 8)
LOL , yea , "nice" make up -.-
★✖iiaoRED★™: Of coz Tx la... not like some hongster ma..
Yea yea , i know you very guai lurhs :D Baby , lets play again , LOL !
germaine.n: TAGGG! nice pics. hahas.
Haha ! Thanks :D
pb: you looks cute and pretty yea
pb: Last long wif ur boy
Haha ! Thanks :D
♥ Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Me & Karyee
Me & Audrey
Me & Yuxuan
Me & Carmen
Me & Kristine
Me & Yuanxin
Me & Meiling
D'ZEST , rocks (:
No lesson today because of SYF , practise till around 10plus , make-up all these , then practise again , about 12plus went to UCC , Kristine and me was so high -.- , took alot pictures with the sec1s , AHAH ! I request that :D They said i zilian -.-
Baby , iloveyou .
Carmen says: Your dp picture sibei chio eh. HAHA. Takecares chiobuuuuu!
N♥TALIE: Sweetie, you damn cute luh!!!
D'ZEST , rocks (:
No lesson today because of SYF , practise till around 10plus , make-up all these , then practise again , about 12plus went to UCC , Kristine and me was so high -.- , took alot pictures with the sec1s , AHAH ! I request that :D They said i zilian -.-
I know i look like MONSTER in those photo with make-ups , dont need to comment me -.-
Then before going to UCC , we make-up and went to canteen for break , saw lots of my friends , and they called me Chiwawa , again ): Whatever .
Then reached UCC there , took pictures here and there , then finally our turn to be on stage , omg ?! So many people very nervous -.- , then half way through the music stopped . Wth lahs , but we still continued :D
Alot people told me that they thought the music stopped is purposely one ? -.-
Then went in again to watch other school performed , ok , i can say is kinda boring :x , i slept when they were performing -.-
They woke up , need to go back to school from there , after that cab home with Kristine and Karyee .
Ohyah ! They sprayed my hair until so difficult to washed it -.- , i had a hard time inside the toilet uh , almost 2hour plus in the toilet .
And people told me my profile picture is taken recently or before i've my hair cut . Ok , tell you now , is AFTER my hair cut , means recently one . Like 2days ago only ok -.-
And im so so so bored ! I dont know whats baby doing -.- , didnt msg him much today :x
And there's school tomorrow D: , i dont want study lurhs , i rather go dance practice than study -.- LOL .
And i got lots of homework not complete yet , i dont want to do , dont know how to do , dont feel like doing , lazy to do , and more :D
Baby , iloveyou .
I know you love me lah ok :D , and i know im bhb too -.-
Baby , no matter what happens , i will hold you tight , till the end of the time .
AHA ! You know lots of my friends told me , "ehs , zhenru , i think your boyf like v. tiongxim you sia" , and as you know , im bhb :D , i told them , i know , i know , dont need to say lahs , he love me too much alrd , dont jealous ok . I'll get a banglah for you (: And they replied me with a lol and a stupid face ;D
Hehe , remember this baby , i will always love you , be there with you , forever ok :D
TAGG REPLIES
jasmine: LAST LONG WITH HIM (: takecare!!
jasmine: aiyah you new hair cut old hair cut (or even if you go botak) he will still be with you one mah. ((:
jasmine: ok i didnt meant the botak part, just jk hahas =) take care chiobu!!
HAHA ! Thanks lurhs ! LOL ? Botak ! HAHA ! Sekali he see liao run uh . Thanks , take care too (:
Carmen says: Your dp picture sibei chio eh. HAHA. Takecares chiobuuuuu!
AHA ! Thanks lurhs ! You very chio too (: Takecare .
JaNe: 老变态 i dare euu to pass six subject la!if u didt pass AT LEAST FIVE euu go tell th
JaNe: th...aiya i nid to do something for me jiu shi liao la kay?^^
JaNe: i mean euu*
JaNe: lame
Aiseh ! Changi Airport so fierce siol !
N♥TALIE: Sweetie, you damn cute luh!!!
HAHA ! Thanks ! :D You very chio too .